3 day weekend!
Sounds: Smoldery Guest || Yuzo Koshiro: Wagan Midnight Soundtrack

So excited we have a 3 day weekend!! WOOOOOOOO!!! Tonight we are going to Clyde's for an early birthday dinner for Hut. Tomorrow I hafta clean and do some laundry and Saturday I have to pick up the rest of his bday gift then a bbq and then Sunday breakfast with my dad.

Whew! Okay, Hut just got out of the shower. Gotta go!

Thursday, July 3, 2008, 07:06 p.m.

WOOOOOO!!!
Sounds: Mercy || Duffy

I am ALL finished with my classes for this semester!!! *air fist pump* I did my final this morning and just finished 2 video cases. WOOHOO!!!

I'm getting ready to go work at that wedding. I'm feeling lazy, but it's a quick $200.

I haven't cut my hair in about 3 months. My bangs are so long and annoying me, so lately I've been pulling ALL my hair back into a ponytail, which I hate because I have got a massive forehead, but it annoys me and it really has no style. Hut said he'd pay for a haircut for me and the dye job for Ringo, but I'm terrified that the people are going to cut to much. I tell them half an inch and they end up taking 2 inches. I also hate myself for being lazy and just pulling it all back.

Hut bought me an iTunes giftcard yesterday so I've been downloading songs like mad, lol. I need to register for Otakon and get the final cosplay. I got the wig and I need to trim it and make some adjustments.

I've got the munchies.

Saturday, June 28, 2008, 12:55 p.m.

Busy busy busy.
Sounds: Nothing

Work sucks. It's hot and I hate these fucking office whores. That and school, which I'm finished with on the 30th! Woo!

Saturday I'm working for my dad's friend. He's a caterer and needs some help with a wedding. It's a quick $200, so I'm down. I think Miya mentioned the beach on Sunday. Thursday the 3rd we're going out to dinner at Clyde's for Hut's birthday. His birthday isn't until Sunday, July 6th. He'll be an old man: 28! ^^

On the down side, my mom called me last night and told me my kitty, my roly-poly Pumpkin-head, has cancer. Last time I saw him he had lost a lot of weight. He's a talkative cat, but Mom says he hasn't talked much at all and hasn't eaten hardly. He used to sleep in the basement, but Mom and Kevin let him have free run of the house, and Mom said he usually sleeps in my bed during the day, but at night, lately he's been sleeping curled up next to her.

I am devastated. I cried for over an hour last night and then I couldn't sleep. Mom is taking him to a specialist tomorrow and I might take off Friday and spend the day at the house, just keeping my Pumpkin company.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008, 09:52 p.m.

Ugh
Sounds: nothing

All right, thank god for the break in the major heat wave. I thought I would die walking back and forth to work. I've been wearing a lot of skirts to work lately, so that helps.

Hut is at Lang's house...working on his car, which decided to break down AGAIN. So yah, I'm a little peeved because it was working just fine and then he had to go mess with it. Oh well. So I'm home, surfing Ebay for some deals, but haven't really felt anything worth buying. I am going to purchase a cosplay but I'm not telling anyone what it is! It'll be a surprise! ^^

I wanna get a haircut, but my hair is actually growing and is getting long, so I don't want to run the risk of the lady cutting too much. I'm excited for my Ringo cosplay because I'll be able to use my own hair with some extensions and some clip on bangs!

My brother is in town and probably since I don't have to cut my hair, I might go out to dinner with him and my mom. Saturday I'm going to PA and Sunday I'm going to see my dad for Father's Day. So busy weekend for me, but I'm okay with it. I've been a lazy bum the past few weekends, so I'm looking forward to going out. Last Friday I had a wonderful time with Miya and then I got to hang out with her at the store on Sunday, which was cool! ^^ We looked through Japanese fashion magazines.

Okay, going back to Ebay to look for some extensions. I'm hoping to find some cheap ones and then match my hair dye color to them.

Thursday, June 12, 2008, 06:58 p.m.

So freakin hot
Sounds: Nothing

It's over 100 degrees here today. And our house's AC doesn't work that well, so our room is probably 80. *sigh* So HOOOOTTT.

Went and saw my dad yesterday. Today I chilled with Miya at the store. Hut and I are home now. I'm doing laundry and Hut is playing Chaos War for PS2, which I think looks really boring, but I don't think Hut wants to admit it, lol. I've been playing Shin Megami Tensei: Raidou Kunzunoha vs. The Soulless Army and Shin Megami Temsei: Nocturne. Hut came down with a stomach virus after eating some fish our roommate's mother made. And I caught a summer cold that I'm just now getting over.

My brother is in town this week, but I won't get to see him until Saturday went I go to PA to see my cousin's daughter perform in her dance recital.

Arrrrggghh, I'm too hot and I am going to go eat ice cream!

Sunday, June 8, 2008, 05:53 p.m.

Strange dream
Sounds:

So, I haven't been sleeping well these past few days. Last night, this verse wrote itself into my head. It was a lot longer, and these pieces don't all come like this. I took what I remembered and tried to put them together to make some sort of sense. So forgive me if it sounds strange. I really don't remember how it all went. I really don't know what or why my subconscious thought of this. Although, sometimes I have composed some of my best poems this way: through dreams. Sometimes, it's not as obvious as the words just appearing. If fact, most of the times, I just remember images and try to put words to them. I guess its a combination of things that have been working on me: school, loss of sleep, stress, friends, Hut, my happiness, my money situation: the good, bad, ugly, beautiful, thick, thin, everything. All I can hope is maybe I'll be able to sleep well again after finally getting it down on something. I was thinking about keeping it and adding to it. Or, if anyone has a line, they can add to it and create an epic poem.
So here it is in all it's horrid, first draft-ness.

Rip my heart out if it will make you love me
Tear my soul into shreds if it pleases you
Condemn me to the blackness of pain and agony while you soar above on wings of gilt.
Have me on my knees begging for just the brush of your lips against my cheek, or the softest whisper of your voice.
I'll take your criticism, hatred, or anger if it means I'll at least get to be the object of your thoughts, if for just moments.
I would pray to every god in the heavens for your happiness, luck, and youth
Even if you would never know it was me...
I would praise your gifts and overlook your faults, large and small.
Even if you push me away, I'll watch you forlornly across eternity-my muse, my love, my friend, my partner.

Wednesday, May 28, 2008, 09:55 p.m.

I hate my car Part 627549309356732
Sounds: Vogue || Madonna

So today was nice and on our way to dinner, we decided to take my car. We also decided to roll down the windows. And that was when my driver's side window BROKE. The fucking mechanism fucking broke. Fucking car. It HAD to do it not only on Memorial Day when no place is open, but on a fucking Sunday evening. So I had to park it in the driveway of our house, which I never do, but I'll be damned if I'll park it on the street. Hopefully, our roommates don't sleep all fucking day tomorrow so I can get out of the driveway and Hut and I are going to try and find a place open. If not, I'll have to fucking drive it to my dad's so he can park it behind his fenced yard and then take it to the Hyundai dealership where we bought it. Which means I will probably either have to drive one of his cars that reeks of 5 years of cigarette butts and drywall, or in addition to shelling out the money to get the damn fucking thing fixed, I'll have to have Hut rent a car for me. All in all, I will probably miss a day a work which I cannot afford. Fucking car. FUCK!!! Why now when I'm flat broke? Arrrrggggghhh! *shakes fist at sky* Hut estimated it'll probably cost me about $200. At least my window pane isn't broken, I suppose, but STILL! $200?????? *glares at her stupid car* I hate that car. I kicked it, which made me feel a little better, but I'm still in a shitty mood. So after Hut found the problem and we replaced my door panel (let me also state for the record: my father was of NO help) I immediately went for some alcohol. I finished two Smirnoff Pomegranate Fusions and right now I am eyeing the mini vodka bottles my grandma brought the legal-aged cousins back from Germany. It looks awfully tempting.

On the bright side, we saw Indiana Jones and the Kingdom of the Crystal Skull yesterday. I enjoyed it! ^.^ I was pretty pleased with the overall thing (of course there were a few rough patches). I'm glad they brought back Karen Allen to play Marion Ravenwood and not that screaming whore Kate Capshaw (aka Willie Scott...bitch. All during Temple of Doom I cringed whenever she appeared on screen...which was the entire movie. I wanted to slap the bitch.). Although, everytime I saw Shia Lebouf on screen I half expected Megan Fox and Optimus Prime to come blowing up crap. Probably would have made the movie a tad better. And Cate Blanchett makes a pretty good evil, and extremely stereotypical, evil Communist woman. It was weird and her black bob bothered me slightly through the whole movie. And I'm sure you've all heard the story rumors about Area 51 making a scene in the movie. I have to say I kinda thought the part about them escaping out of a temple kinda cheesy...with the CGI and...well, you'll have to see it for yourself, it's right toward the end. You can't miss it. George Lucas and Steven Spielburg sure do love aliens and fucking Area 51, that's all I have to say.

Hut asked me if this was going to be the last one. Now, granted, I thought that Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade was a pretty clear enough title to end the trilogy on. Especially since they got 2 out of 3 (again, that fucking whore ruined Temple of Doom for me.). But then they made this one. I sure hope it's the last one. I mean, as much as I love Harrison Ford, the man is in his sixties and probably shouldn't be cracking a whip anymore soon. And I really can't see anyone but him filling Indy's shoes. And I'm not real keen on any "sequels" (aka "prequels") that George Lucas is involved in (*cough* Star Wars 1-3 *cough, cough*). And, no thank you to Shia Lebouf, trying to fill that in. So, please, as an Indy fan, please make this the last Indiana Jones movie! Harrison Ford gave it a great run, and even if they made another one, I'd probably protest outside the local theater if it had anyone else but Harrison Ford staring in it.

Okay, I am going for that vodka.

Sunday, May 25, 2008, 10:25 p.m.

Neglectful me
Sounds: Watchin' Ghost Hunters

Nothing much been going on. Work, school, sleep, that sort of thing. Last Saturday was nice, Hut and I went to the park and sat on a bench by the lake. I'm looking forward to a 3 day weekend!! Woohoo!!! XD

Last Friday we went out to Cafe Asia with Miya and Jack, then went to Clyde's for a late night dinner. That was also incredibly fun. Miya and I hadn't hung out in a while and I miss her. :( I've been so tired lately and sleeping a lot. Hut too. Hopefully once we start getting nicer weather (not cold/chilly/breezy and NO RAIN!!) we'll be okay again.

I'm hoping we'll get to see the new Indiana Jones movie this weekend! I am a HUGE fan of Indiana Jones and I know I'll probably be disappointed with the movie, but I feel a certain duty to go and sit through it, you know?

Speaking of movies, Hut, Nimol, and I went and saw Ironman last weekend. Okay, I was not a huge fan of the Ironman comic books/series. Plus, when I heard they cast Robert Downey Jr as Tony Sparks (aka Ironman), myself and a ton of other people were like: "WTF?" So, I was hesitant to see it, but our IT guy at work demanded that I see it (again, mentioning the fact that I was a gamer nerd, etc, etc, etc.). So I sucked it up and went.

I loved that fucking movie.

I can honestly say that and I don't give a damn if I'm teased to high heaven for loving it. Downey Jr. made an excellent Tony Sparks: witty and sarcastic. There were funny bits, action bits, the tug-at-your-heartstring bits. I FUCKING loved it. I would slap down another $8.75 to see it again in the theater, I swear. And then, since the 3 of us read on Yahoo, we heard that they had a snippet of Ironman 2 (yup, because you know, these damn people definitely counted on people loving the fuck out of this movie.)

If you don't want a spoiler and would rather discover what's going on in Ironman 2 when it comes out in theaters, you can move ahead, past this next paragraph.





SPOILER: Nick Fury from S.H.I.E.L.D. makes an appearance. And you know who they get to play him? None other than Samuel L. fucking Jackson. Yes, that's fucking right. SAMUEL JACKSON. Yeah, bitches. Booyah. Hut was disappointed because Nick Fury is white, but I think Samuel L. Jackson is going to actually be a pretty good Nick Fury. Come on, this bad ass dood had a PURPLE lightsaber. PURPLE. I think he'll do a pretty damn fine job. And if he doesn't, I am going to fly out to CA and kick his ass. SPOILER END.





So there. I am all about Ironman 2. I am also excited about the new Batman movie. Why? Okay, okay, I know Heath Ledger died after filming this movie and of course it's generated a ton of coverage. But his Joker is FANTASTIC. Watching the clips, I think he did amazing. Gawd, I am looking forward to movies. And it's been about damn time!

Thursday, May 22, 2008, 09:20 p.m.

Ahhhhhhhh
Sounds: Nothing

So my final went pretty well I think. He posts the grades tomorrow, so....*crosses fingers*

So tomorrow is just studying chapters one and two for my marketing exam on Saturday and then chapters 3-8 for the exam on Monday (which reminds me: I need to print out my exam passes.)

I feel much better about getting Accounting done. So onward to my Marketing textbook!

Thursday, May 8, 2008, 09:32 p.m.

GAH!!
Sounds: If I Never See Your Face Again || Maroon 4 & Rihanna

This is how my week looks:
Today-Wednesday:Study for Accounting Final (must make a B on)
Thursday evening:Accounting final
Friday:Study for Marketing exam.
Saturday morning 9am:Marketing exam 1
Saturday afternoon:Family gathering in Ashburn
Sunday:Study for Marketing exam 2
Monday night:Marketing exam 2
Tuesday:Turn in Marketing assignment #3

Plus, at some point I have to get Mother's day cards and go see Martin in Woodbridge before he leaves for his Air Force training. *slams head into desk*

I had just turned in my project last week and I thought things were getting better...sigh....

Monday, May 5, 2008, 09:45 p.m.

Sunday-the beginning to another week
Sounds: Nothing

Ugh, I hate Sundays. Not much has been going on. My stupid Accounting project took over my life and I finally turned it in last Thursday. Now I have my final to study for and I need to pull at least a B on it >.< Pray for me everyone!!!

I have been waaaaaaaay too exhausted lately. My face has been breaking out like crazy. It sucks. About the only interesting thing we've done was Hot Import Night. But even that was "eh". The supposedly "hot" car models were completely fugly and there weren't a whole lot of cars there this time. And I have to say, I have been kind of on edge lately, especially with this project. I've snapped at Hut a lot, even though he was trying to help and I do feel bad.

So this week I have my Accounting final and then I have to take 2 tests for my Marketing class. >.< I can't wait for school to be over...

Sunday, May 4, 2008, 10:33 p.m.

Projects suck
Sounds:

So right now I'm working on my accounting project. I'm stuck on this one thing, so I'm going to take a break and go get some lunch.

Yesterday was a wonderful day. Despite the fact that I slept like shit Friday night and woke up around 7am. Hut and I got Starbucks and then went up to Tyson's where I got some MAC powder foundation and 2 new eyeshadow colors. XD We stopped by Springfield and I chilled with Miya for a bit while Hut took her car to Jack's mom's house so Jack could put coolant in it. Lang and Nimol met up at our house and then went to Hot Import Night. We got there late and didn't leave until about midnight. Hut saw 2 of his friends who were judges, so we talked with them for a bit. Nimol had left earlier, so Lang rode back with us and we went to Canton Cafe for a late dinner before coming home and passing out. Hut had to work this morning and he won't be back until like 5pm.

And I keep getting headaches. Hut keeps telling me I need to see a doctor about them, but I can't afford to take off work. My mom's migraines are also getting worse. And my grandfather's funeral is this Tuesday at a weird time, so I took the whole day off. So I get some extra time to work on my project. Okay, I'm going to get something to eat.

Sunday, April 20, 2008, 01:44 p.m.

Tired...
Sounds: Tekito Lover || Emyli

It's Friday and I'm already exhausted. Work and school has been hectic and I don't think I'm going to catch a break this weekend. Tomorrow I have a baby shower for my cousin Sharon and then dinner with my dad (*rolls eyes* Oh, joy of joys). And Sunday is the Thai New Year and we are going to the temple.

Hut and I got dinner today and then went and had ice cream. XD I LOVE spring time!! It was practically 80 degrees today and I walked to Union Station for lunch. It was wonderful, except for all the tourists. Luckily the Cherry Blossom Festival is over this weekend. But most of the tourists are in town for the Pope's visit. Actually, those who work in DC are dreading the Pope's visit. It's going to be HELL to go anywhere in DC. I don't mean any disrespect to the Pope of course, but my commute is going to suck.

Right now I'm watching Hot Fuzz. I heart this movie! I'm waiting for the movies I ordered off yesasia.com to come in. Hopefully they'll be here tomorrow or Monday. They shipped on Tuesday.

Okay, I'm going to lay down. I've been having migraines off and on this week. I need to make an appointment to see a doctor about them. Today it's just been a minor headache, but it's really annoying.

God, I love this weather, having the windows open, wearing flip flops, wearing shorts and tank tops again. Yaaayy for spring and summer!!!!

Friday, April 11, 2008, 09:14 p.m.

I heart Saturdays!
Sounds: Returner- Yami No Syuuen || Gackt

It's been a busy Saturday. Last night, Miya, Jack, Hut, Zia, Jaysun, Wi, and I went to Cafe Asia and met up with Nan and her boyfriend Viet. It was a great ending to an otherwise shitty day. We had a drink, Miya, Nan, and I took a shot. XD. There was a funny part when this drunk guy stumbled into me and kept slurring "Sorry. Sorry. I'm sorry!" It was kinda annoying and I wondered why he kept repeating himself. I realized why. When he bumped into me, I was standing behind Jack who had gotten up and turned around to do something and then Hut had turned to see who was talking to his girlfriend. The dude thought he was going to get his ass kicked!! Miya and I died laughing. He went to the bathroom and came back to say sorry again and introduced himself to Hut, he was slurring really bad and finally left.

Tonight we're thinking about going to Modern in Georgetown, but today has been really bad for Hut and his allergies. His eyes are puffy and his nose is itching really bad. So we may not go. They had been bothering him all day and when we came back from getting our hair cut, our roommate was mowing the lawn and grass was flying everywhere. And that was then end, LOL. He's down for the count right now. I got him some Zyrtec at Target.

Went shopping with Miya coz I had some extra money saved up to get some spring clothes. I got 2 pairs of shorts (for clubbing), a tank top, and 2 cute pairs of wedge sandals: one gold at Forever 21 and a black pair from Target. XD XD XD

*sigh* I don't think we'll be able to go to Modern, Hut is definitely not doing good. And since we went out last night, he only got like 2 hours of sleep because he had to open this morning. He hasn't been able to sleep.

Saturday, April 5, 2008, 08:43 p.m.

Cherry Blossoms!!!
Sounds: Slither || Velvet Revolver

So the cherry blossoms are in bloom. Tourists are filling DC. It's definitely springtime. School is...eh, well school is school. Working on my project for Accounting and also getting into my Introduction to Marketing class. Hut and Nimol are going ice skating on Saturday, and because I suck at it, I'm going to take an exam. Woo. *rolls eyes*

So I have officially finished the Agent Pendergast series of books. A new one is due out this year, which I am so excited for. I have been playing Final Fantasy Crisis Core like the uber dork I am. Hut and I also want to get the Wii so we can play: Chocobo Dungeon, which looks BAD ASS, by the way. And following Toki's link to the Square Enix merchandise site, I saw the stuffie I want: CLICK FOR TEH CUTENESS But it's sold out, so Hut promised to watch it for me and get it for me ^____^

They also remixed a lot of songs for the Wii game, which was cool. So now I'm going back and replaying Final Fantasy and Final Fantasy 8 just for the hell of it.

The Thai new year is coming soon and I can't wait to go to the temple and stuff my face full of Thai festival food. YUUUUUUUUMMMMMMMMMM

Alright, time for some more Crisis Core

Wednesday, April 2, 2008, 09:11 p.m.

Quickie
Sounds:

Quick post before Hut and I have to leave, we are meeting one of his co-workers and his girlfriend for dinner.

So unless you live under a rock, you should know that Final Fantasy: Crisis Core came out this week.

I got Final Fantasy Crisis Core on Tuesday.

OMFG THIS GAME IS TEH FUCKING GREAT!!!!

Hut had gotten the Japanese version when it came out originally...but I can read or understand enough. So I was uber excited when the the English version came out.I hate some of the voice overs (like the uber smexy Gackt look alike Genesis) But all in all I am SOOOO happy with it. It is a truly awesome game!!And the summons graphics are great!! Just like the PS2.

And, of course, the uber smexiness of the male characters. I mean, come on, ZACK.*swoon* Gah, he is a wonderful piece of computer generated man whoreness. And then Angeal: very sexy in that older man Auron kind of way, complete with a little stubble. Genesis, who I’ve already established looks like Gackt a bit, so if that tells you anything about his sexiness.*wipes the drool from the floor*

And...Sephiroth. Need I say anything more? That long, flowing hair, gargantuan sword, that attitude, that little bit of chest...AAAAAAHHHHHH *melts* You definitely get some more insight on his character in this game.

Then, the girls. Aerith, especially the moments with her and Zack are pretty touching. But, I’m usually not a big fan of them. I’d much prefer to spend my game time oogling the smexy male hunks.

Little tidbit: my FAVORITE scene involves a fight between Angeal and Genesis against Sephiroth. FUCKING AWESOME SCENE. I created a new save file just so I can rewatch it anytime I want.XD XD XD

*sigh* I’m hopeless....LOL. Such a dork!

Friday, March 28, 2008, 05:57 p.m.

Soooo tired
Sounds:

Getting ready for bed. Had an exam today. I did utterly shitty on it. Ah, well, at least he drops the lowest exam grade, so I'll work extra hard on the others.

Hut picked me up and we went through the Wendy's drive thru where I had one of my absolute favorites: french fries dipped in a chocolate Frosty!! XD Yum.

Time for bed!

Thursday, March 20, 2008, 10:04 p.m.

WTF?
Sounds: Watching \"Transformers\"

PEOPLE. CANNOT. DRIVE. I. SWEAR.

Aren't people supposed to take driving tests? Learn how to MERGE, motherfuckers!!!! Jeez, for that matter, LEARN HOW TO DRIVE.

Ugh. Okay that was my rant.

Saw my mom Saturday. We went and saw a movie and then walked around for a bit. She bought me some new MAC makeup and then I bought 2 new books from the Agent Pendergast series, which means I'm only missing one out of the entire series. Hut went snowboarding all day at Liberty and came back around 11pm and promptly took some Motrin and passed out. Nimol is apparently coming over, but I have yet to see or hear from him, so I'm going to call him.

Sunday, March 16, 2008, 09:05 p.m.

SPRING!!!!
Sounds: Errtime || Nelly

It was 68 degrees today. EXCELLENT!!!! XD XD I love springtime. I also love springtime in DC. Except for the bums, that's the one part I could do without. It's starting to get cloudy, but I've got the window open to let in fresh air.

I'm getting ready to meet Miya up for Starbucks!!! XD XD XD XD. I haven't seen her in FOREVER!!!!! I'm so excited to sit and chat.

And yes...I am listening to Nelly. I can sing every word. Hut and I are some big fans of Nelly. LOL. I'm starving. I think we're going to have my favorite: pho. YAAAAYYYY!!!!

Friday, March 14, 2008, 06:10 p.m.

Wow...
Sounds: Higher Ground || Red Hot Chili Peppers

Okay, you guys all know I like to read. I LOVE to read. But, when I get depressed, I don't just read through novels, I fly through them. Devour them. I recently discovered a series by Douglas Preston and Lincoln Child. They feature a character named Aloysius Pendergast in their novels. A character I can definitely relate too.

Okay, so in the past...I'd say about 2 and half to 3 weeks (I lost count) I have read the following:
Relic by Preston & Child (468 pages-paperback)
Reliquary by above (457 pages-paperback)
The Cabinet of Curiosities by above (629 pages-paperback)
The Book of the Dead by above (597 pages-paperback)
Wheel of Darkness by above (385 pages-hardcover)
The Bourne Identity by Robert Ludlum (535 pages-paperback)
The Bourne Supremacy by Robert Ludlum (646 pages-paperback)
Bangkok 8 by John Burdett (318 pages-paperback)

Which comes to a grand total of 8 books and 4035 pages. I am missing 3 books from the Aloysius Pendergast series and I still need to read The Bourne Ultimatum. I am re-reading The Bourne Supremacy right now and I'm about half way through. I really enjoyed that novel.

Hut has officially labeled me a freak. -.-' I know I'm out of it. But now that the weather is getting better, I know I'll come back out of my shell.

If you guys are bored, pick up one of these. Mostly murder mysteries and such. You guys should try Bangkok 8. It's one of my favorites! ^^

Thursday, March 13, 2008, 05:53 p.m.

Eh...
Sounds: Rehab || Amy Winehouse

Nothing much to report. Hanging in there I guess you could say. Been working, relaxing. Hut, Nimol, and I went snowboarding again last weekend at Whitetail in PA. Had excellent fun.

My grandpa's funeral is April 22nd. Can you believe it? That's the first date Arlington National Cemetery has open. *sigh*

I am looking forward to Final Fantasy Crisis Core coming out this month for PSP. I'm so bored with all my PSP games. Yay for Final Fantasy!!! XD XD XD Mom and I are also trying to go see The Other Boleyn Girl. Why? Because Natalie Portman TOTALLY FUCKING ROCKS. I heart that girl and I'd totally be a lesbian for her, LOL. It sucks she had to do such a crappy love dialog for Star Wars. Plus she's smart and speaks like 5 different languages.

Anyhoo. Not much else to update. I still hate my roommates. I heart you guys tho!!!

Wednesday, March 5, 2008, 07:36 p.m.

Depressed...
Sounds: Shadow of the Day || Linkin Park

So, after a hard battle, my grandpa passed away last night. He had been in sort of an unresponsive state. He was with family. His sons stepped out for a minute and my mom went to him and told him it was okay to let go. It was as if he was waiting for someone's permission, because he did, around 6pm. Mom and Kevin then sat with him because they didn't want to leave him, even after he passed on.

It's tough to watch someone struggle, waste away, like he did. But he's in a better place now, and I'm happy for it. I cried last night and just hugged Hut and my stuffed tiger. Hut took me for Chinese with Nimol and for some liquor, which helped me to sleep.

Today I went to my aunt's to be with family. I was there almost all day, playing with my 4 year old cousin and my aunt's puppy. It was a wonderful distraction, but now I feel down again, just thinking about it. I guess I feel guilty about having fun so close to a death. It's so odd.

Thank you, guys, for all the supportive comments and help you've given me. I really appreciate it. Hut is going to give me a back rub now, and I've been looking forward to it all day.

Saturday, February 23, 2008, 10:50 p.m.

Doofus
Sounds: Paralyzer || Finger Eleven

You guys want to know how much of a DOOFUS I am?

I COMPLETELY forgot about Katsucon.

COMPLETELY. UTTERLY. TOTALLY.

Now how's that for distracted? I remembered it last night and I burst into the bathroom (while Hut was in there) and shouted: "OMFG, I missed Katsucon!!! WTF????"

He wasn't very amused, LOL

Thursday, February 21, 2008, 06:27 p.m.

AHHH!!! *drools*
Sounds: Nothing

OMG, Toki, I LURVE this blog!!! Isn't Toki teh awesome, everyone????!!!! *smooosssshiiiieees* I heart you hun! Gackt is such a perfect male specimen, LOL. Sorry, Hut!! LOL.

I think I had a panic attack today on the Metro coming home. My heart started beating fast, I started sweating and feeling overwhelmed and anxious. It freaked me out. I'm so stressed out lately.

My grandpa is hanging on, but the doctor's aren't very optimistic. I feel horrible: he's in so much pain. He's not even responding to anyone anymore and his body is starting to collapse.

And I'm having bad dreams again. I dream about hospitals, surgeries, blood, anxiousness, and the like. My mom is having the same nightmares too. Plus her job is stressing her out, so I didn't want to tell her about my problems lately.

I have class tonight. Which sucks horrible ass. I hate the class. My teacher is okay, I just hate the subject: Accounting.

Hut and I went snowboarding at Liberty Mountain last weekend for the first time. It was fun, but uber expensive. I'm not sure if we'll be able to make it again, due to our money situation. But Hut and I have decided to save for our own boards so we'll be ready for next season!! I also want to save money for Otakon, so I can buy a few things I've had my eye on. Plus, we need to work on our Persona 3 costumes and I need to touch up my Ringo cosplay. I'm thinking of doing the school girl Ringo. Dunno yet.

Ooooookay, I'm going to try to lay down before class for a bit. I'll blog more later. THANK YOU SO MUCH TOKI!!! <3 <3 <3 XD XD XD. I love the layout!!!

Thursday, February 21, 2008, 06:02 p.m.

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Tuesday, February 19, 2008, 10:31 p.m.